What is Literature ?
Here, with the
experience of learning literature and how it helps me to shape myself , I would
like to add my viewpoints about -What is literature ? I compare both What I was in B.A and What I am after M.A. Now , I understand that Self is also always in the process of changing. Let's see it with my own evidences..........
Yes, of
course things are same but our perspective is changed to see towards it with time.
With passing time , we grown up with more understanding and maturity. We
learn today what we learnt yesterday was wrong. and I learn that from the literature. Literature-
what does it mean? After passing these many years with literature, still it is
not easy for me to define literature . But with my confident, I would like to say that after
studying literature in M.A , I am not same now.
Now I
know that literature has no boundary. It can be anything. There are many definitions of literature. It
depends on readers and individualism. To understand and reading literature under
the guidance of Dr. Dilip Barad is precious
occurrence for me which I couldn't learn
in my B.A. Though I was student of literature in my B.A, I never realised it
because I was not taught how to read. I
was reading texts only for entertainment and with story aspect but now I read
texts with various aspects.
After completing both B.A & M.A , I must look at myself . I have to compare the
differences and similarities within myself.
I have to differentiate between What I was then and What I am now. because that time I have no
vision or sight to read literature with vision or sight or with any particular
vision. But now, I know from where we have to look towards it. I am surprised
that such things are written by me. Now
, I understand that it was my ignorance or lack of knowledge of critical
thinking.
Just look at my own write up in the image, I laugh at myself
sarcastically.
For me B.A is road to walk on but M.A gives me the
direction where to go.
I learn
all these things at The Department of English and special thanks to respected Dr. Dilip Barad.Now, I would like to look back my own write up but fortunately,
"I was writer of this then, not now."
Because if somebody ask me today , I write something different. We
all learn the universal definition of literature and I was also taught the
universal definition of literature that.....................
" Literature is the mirror of the society."
During
my M.A I realise that it is the half truth because
it is also the X-ray image of the society . In my B.A study , I was used to read novel
line by line. I was trying to find meaning with the help of written words in
the book but now I am reading texts between the line. I am in search of what is absent in
the text. What language try to
hide from readers ? because,
' Language is itself
corrupted.'
I
studied 'Hairy Ape, The Bluest Eye' All
My sons' in my B.A but I couldn't study these texts with its deep reflections
of The American society. I just studied
it with its theatrical, or story aspects but now I write about these texts with
different perspective. Now, I get the
idea of X- ray image also. so, I get new definition of literature, too.
It's amazing
to look back with evidence and know what I don't know. The experience of learning
literature in M.A gives the tremendous power to stand
alone , to look with different perspective , be the critic, ask questions not to be the part of crowd and most
importantly to be human first.
At
last , I would like to say that In B.A I was unable to see literature as
resource or I was not taught that literature is
the resource to cultivate the human behaviour or nature but now I firmly
believe that.....................
" Without literature Society would be fallen apart."
One
can write 1000 books on literature but can't define what is literature. As I already
said that it changes with time and depends on
readers. Literature gives the personal emotions and that's why its definition
also depends on individual. Discussing
so many pints about literature , still question remain - What is literature ?
This
my outlook about literature from my perception.
"
I get mine, please search your own what's you think about it."
How Literature shape me ?
According to Barbara Tuchman....................
Literature tells the
story of civilization, without it history is silent, thought and speculation at
a standstill.
With the habit of
reading.......................
"A
reader lives a thousand lives before he dies."
Most of people says
that literature is the waste of time and
ask what is the use of literature ? They
believe that to read literature is just a Time Pass. Does it really ? When I look back then I realize that I am not the same one now
after passing five years with Literature. To define literature is not easy task
for me because it is wide range area or we can
define it as "Ocean". But After passing these many years with
company of literature, I am able to say why it is the most important part of the
'life ' rather than What it is ?
When we have good health , we never care for it and don't understand the importance of having good health. But when we lose it , we suddenly realize its importance, the same way Art and literature has the important role in the society but we don't care until we are in danger.
When we have good health , we never care for it and don't understand the importance of having good health. But when we lose it , we suddenly realize its importance, the same way Art and literature has the important role in the society but we don't care until we are in danger.
There are so many definitions of literature. And generally, the most famous definition is ......."Literature is the mirror of the society" but now, I can't digest
only this definition because the same time ........"Literature is the X-ray Image of the society."
If literature is able to give pleasant
moment of life, it is equally able to frightened anybody.
It reflects the
darker side of the society than only
show the shining. It is the mixture of
fact and fiction. Writers tell stories which is not accepted in the society. The
things which is ignored and avoided in the society, it becomes the central theme
of the literature. In real life people
may be practical, but in literature they satisfy their needs showing emotions, feelings
and trivia of life which can't be done in real life. In real life people may try
to show themselves as Strong but with reading literature , with the journey of
literature they easily Cry............
Literature is the best cure of soul and wash dust of
mind. It is expression of
humanity. For me, Literature is heal or also Precaution of mind.
Literature is not only for aesthetic delight and
entertainment as I read it in my B.A but with my M.A study now I understand that it gives much disturbance to
mind also & lead to think about humanity
and human nature also. I have studied many theories , but Deconstruction ,
Moral Approach , Psychoanalytical study and Feminist approach always attract me to read
the texts around it. Now, I feel the crisis between my mind and brain. Sometimes,
emotions are tried to overpower but Rational thinking never allow to follow this.
With critical thinking , literature teach me to stand individual. It teach me
to be human being first then anything else. Literature teach me the capacity to
listen others with peace. Don't be passionate to conclude everything because
with time everything will be changed so be the Observer not Judgmental. Literature always gives the priority to
minority and also gives the message that Majority have to care for them. In
literature there is the central of human being rather than God. That things leads me to think about human concern
and its importance on earth rather than God or anything else.
Example:
When We
do prayer in hostel, We normally do prayer of Hanuman or any Hindu Gods but question remain in my mind What about others who are Muslims who don't know about this prayer?
Sometime I try to observe them during the prayer also but because of minority
they can't say anything to anybody. Though I understand the thing, I can't do
anything. I just think about their mental state.
Literature creates totally new world and lead
me far away from the society where one
can enjoy the liberty , freedom or his/her individualism. But the same time it
gives anxiety also. Though it stands for
individual right , the same literature teach me that our lives are not only ours.
We are connected with each other. All - human begins are responsible for everything.
Here, let me remember the poem" Each
and All " from my B.A study and the lesson of Chain of Responsibility
from the novel "The Sense of Ending" from my M.A study.
Now, I think I can understand the value of humanity. Morality and humanity is the base of life. When I get the news of Violence , Murders , Terrorism or any other
things , I feel pain and think why they don't understand the value of life. But
they are the people who never read the book , they never think about human
beings and that's why they easily kill the people without any consideration How
they harm the humanity. They never feel
repent because even they themselves don't know that they are doing harm of
humanity. And it is really very hard to convey who believe that they are only
right.
All want to be Doctors, Engineers, Business men, CEO, or want
to get highest post of anywhere but who think about to be human being first ? No one. Only Humanities can do it. One who is addicted to read literature , I am
sure that s/he is never same after reading it. Once you start reading
literature you start the understanding of the world . Why they behaving like
that particular way? How they are
situated ? What is their pain and
suffering? After understanding we never
laugh at them.
"Literature makes real human being".
Now, I can't enjoy the
company of everybody. I have my own
world and moral values which can't be compromised. Now, I can't enjoy the silly matters or crowd of the people who follow anyone like
" Shipple."
e.g.
I
couldn't enjoy the seminar of Women Empowerment because of the influences of theories. How things are diverted and then even people enjoy
a lot but I can't. I feel suffocation because things are not
right and habit of asking questions. All audiences are laughing but we (Some friends Who know theories and habituated to apply ) can't because we
know what is going
on...................... Now , I can't accept everything without testing or
examine. I never afraid to be alone.
Literature is not always
fairy land which is told the story love but
it tells the story of pain , violence , suffering
, agony, and anxiety , exile, mystery , science , revenge and the most
important that it tells the story of human nature - Universal truth. Literature
teach me escapism also. Sometime I know
things are going wrong but I can't do anything. I have to laugh sarcastically
with myself only thinking that How poor
they are! or how innocence they are who don't understand that nothing is
innocent. People don't understand me and sometime I never try because I know they
can't..................
Literature gives the liberty and freedom. But society which
is prohibited or banning the things will
never build the healthy society. While
discussion was going on in class about "Nirbhya's
Documentary" we thought How mentally sick our society is ! Sometime , I think I am outsider in this society where everybody is not
able to digest such things. Literature is able to teach everything which can't be taught by society. Now,
I easily define the thing what is good and what is bad for me as individual thinker.
It teach to take responsibility rather than blaming to others.
The
person who burns book , of course will
burn the human beings tomorrow. He never read that book. He never understand
the core of book or its meaning. After getting its influences , I can't follow
anybody. I don't pray in temple. I just believe in serve of Humanity only. Now, I realize that
Society never believe in Co-existence. We are not Hindu ,
Muslim or Christian first, we all are human being first and then
anything else. They never think from
other's perspective because they care for humanity. Literature teach me how to
live life with choice not depending on chance.
Literature help me to find myself who am I ? I feel that with reading books, with the
journey of literature I also grown up with more maturity, cultivate the habit
of thinking and understanding human behavior and human nature easily.
Samuel Buckets 's
'Waiting For Godot' - anxiety of Existentialism
Who am I ? And this existentialism , I never forgot because of such long
'Waiting' but for whom I don't know, for
which I don't know and still not only I we all are going to
live in illusion that We all are Happy. ....Meaninglessness , Nothingness, absurdity
of life and so on......... It Help me to
find the meaning of the life. Actually it is nothing just we have to imagine "We all are happy in our life and go on doing work
as Sisyphus does" This
philosophical concern give much understanding to me for living life. I learn to
leave things without arguing because everything is vain. There is no any
concern in this life whether you are happy or not, whether you are alive or
not. Nothing happen to this World. Show
must go on........
Pain and suffering or torment of human life is reflected in The
African Literature. 'Things Fall Apart'
and 'The Sawmp Dweller' give much pain of the real society in which they
survive. It's all about slavery and humiliations. What is the nature of human being is
reflected in that literature.
I love Nature but after reading Robert Frost poetry I can't believe that Nature is only
Beautiful. Earnest Hemingway's novel " The Old Man
and the Sea" can't give pleasure to read. It has power to disturb the
mind. 'All my sons' and 'Hairy Ape' give much clear reflection to dark society
and Now , I think literature is all about this only not to please anybody. Now, I have also doubt on Nature also.
Nothing is innocent in the world.
I learn that to be critical, be individual and have a opinion of things
which is more important rather than to
be right or wrong. Decisions
depends on situations and time we just do remorse on things which is already
happened in our past. Life never gives second Chance because it is only one way
track. Psychologically how people are weak,
they fell illness from inner side that is the reflection found in Poe's short stories and in one of the best novel " The Sense of
an Ending". How trivial things becomes major in someone's life and suffer
a lot until the death.
We can
learn science, Humanity, psychology, geography , history, philosophy,
ethnicity, racism, sociology and everything from the literature. Literature teach me that put your point in front of people. Don't be afraid to be alone. There is nothing
like success, there is only work. If you win people are with you and if you are
defeated, they are ready to criticizes you. Don't be blind follower of anybody.
There is no one who can play your role. There is nothing like destination during
life. If there is something like ultimate truth then that is Death only.
Obviously, it is not
only positive aspect of life. I think it give much damage to mind also. It
happens with me. I like my state of
isolation but people never understand. I
can't laugh on silly matters. Always some kind of joke or any trivia lead me into deep
thinking and I try to connect with life. How things are going on. Sometime I can't
enjoy my own understanding. Because
Now I realize that..............
"
Maturity and understanding harm me."
"
Ignorance is bliss but now I can't enjoy because I know What I Know ".
It agitate me. If I want to laugh then even I can't. Sometime Mind and Brain are struggling. Examples
of different characters lead me in my life and sometime it helps to take decision also.
Literature makes human beings those who read it only. It is the self help to
be good human being in the society. One can suggest only to read it can't read
it instead of others. If you want to
feel the changes , you must read literature. It is amazing experience of my life to know or
to read myself with literature.
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